this, is the place where I grew up...
never forgetting the place where I played my time away~
and this is where I sit my fears away...
letting my thoughts be blown away with the wind...
looking up at the blue tranquil sky above...
I got back all my feelings today...
when I visited my grandparents...
to see how they are doing...
to find the "me"...
have I found me?
the me I used to be...
and most of all...
the me I've miss so much of....
I have changed alot in this 2 years...
I have changed so much that I have no time to think of who I actually am...
my time passes with reports and assignments...
tests and exams...
focusing on people around me more than myself...
until I think that I am lost...
no, I am lost...
I missed the old me...
the one with joy...
without fear...
the one with laughter...
without tears...
I missed the days...
the days when all mistakes are correct...
the days sweeter than all of the candies in the world combined...
and the days when I don't have to think of my actions...
the days of pure freedom...
I missed the place...
the smell of the green leaves...
the touch of the wind...
the view of the blue sky...
it is, the place where I grew up...
things have changed so much...
or was it me?
I am no longer naive...
but I missed being it...
where am I?
is the "me" I am looking for still alive?
because I missed him so much...
how have the me I know become so complicated...
maybe I just wish things are much more easier...
like how it was...
last time...
like how we are...
where is "me"
well... before everyone gets too emo...
this is a pic. of a shop where I used to get my ice-creme from while I was young...
Last time:
I: one ice-creme please uncle...
uncle: nah... 1 dollar...
Now:
I: half KG of chili please uncle...
uncle: ok... anything?
I: nope.. dat's all:
uncle: any nice movies lately?
I: err... Ironman?~
uncle: sure onot?
I: yea... I think...
uncle: ok den... I go buy the Blu-ray version of the movie~
I: wah... very expensive one wor....
uncle: if not you think? my TV is full HD one la... got surround system one somemore...
I: wah!!! very chun!!!
uncle: chun leh...~
see... orang kampung oso soooooo IN edi la... full HD somemore...
fu-yoh~