Wednesday, August 27, 2008

a chat with GOD

though it was very meaningful...

got it from my e-mail from somebody and decided to share it with my readers~


God : Hello. Did you call me?

Me: Called you? No.. who is this?

God : This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.

Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something.

God : What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.

Me: Don't know. But I can't find free time. Life has become hectic. It's rush hour all the time.

God : Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it. 

Me: I understand. But I still can't figure out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.

God : Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.

Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?

God : Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.

Me: Why are we then constantly unhappy?

God : Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday.You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That's why you are not happy.

Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?

God : Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.

Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty. .

God : Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.

Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?

God : Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience, their life become better, not bitter.

Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?

God : Yes. In every terms, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.

Me: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can't we be free from problems?

God : Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons (to) Enhance Mental S trength. Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems.

Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are heading..

God : If you look outside, you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.

Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?  

God : Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you rode ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.  

Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?

God : Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessings, not what you are missing.

Me: What surprises you about people?

God: when they suffer they ask, 'why me?' When they prosper, they never ask 'Why me' Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.

Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I can't get the answer.

God : Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery but a process of creation.

Me: How can I get the best out of life?

God : Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.

Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.

God : There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.

Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat.

God : Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live. 'Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the moments that took our breath away!'

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

some test

this is interesting but pretty accurate...

came across this thingy while i was browsing on friendster...

1. Which color is better red, black,
green, blue, or yellow?
2. What's your first initial?
● W
3. What month is your birthday?
4. Which color do you like more, black or white?
● black
5. Name one of your friends
● Ronald
6.pick a number 1-100
● 88
7. Would you like to fly or drive
● fly
8. Do you like a lake or the ocean
● ocean

9. Think of a wish, but don't write it.
● ok



If you chose:
Red: You are alert and your life is
full of love.
Black : You are conservative and
Green: Your soul is relaxed and you
are laid back.
Blue: You are spontaneous and love
kisses and affection from the ones you
love and give good advice to those who
are down.
Yellow - You are a very happy person.

If you're initial is:
A-K: You have a lot of love and
friendships in your life.
L-R: You try to enjoy your life to
the maximum & your love life is soon
to blossom.
S-Z: You like to help others and your
future love life looks very good.

If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well
for you and you will discover that you
fall in love with someone totally
April-June: You will have a strong
love relationship that will last
July-Sept: You will have a great year
and will experience a major life-
changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will be great,
and eventually you will find your soul

If you chose:
Black: Your life will take you on a
different direction, it will seem hard
at times but it will be the best thing
for you, and you will be glad for the
White: You will have a friend who
completely confides in you and would
do anything for you, but you may not
realize it.

This person is your best friend. [absolutely..]

If it is
1-50 you are a very lovable person and
you have a great life
More than 50- screw the world

If you chose:
Flying - You like adventure.
Driving - You are a laid back person.

If you chose:
Lake - You are loyal to your friends,
your lover, and yourself.
You are very
reserved but emotional.
Ocean - You are spontaneous and like
to please people sometimes.

This wish will come true only if
you repost this with the title:

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Back in Melaka~

it's been a while since I have been back to Melaka~

I missed my home... alot alot alot!!!

especially my blanket!!!



dun worry people, I am feeling perfectly well, like I said, I just missed my blanket~


then I went to makan satay celup~

my friends in KL dun envy me...



yup~~ the thick thick kuah!!!~~



of coz~ our food~






some meat and prawn~


it's' then time to dip everything we wanna eat into the kuah!~


yum yum~~~



envy me~~~



after the "war"~


and time for kira kira~~~



the bill for the night was RM40!!!

yum yum~~~

ZOMGLMAOBBQ~ I think so I am addicted to the word "yumyum"

next! i wanna wanna wanna eat my favorite "won ton mee"!!~~~



JingJing's house warming + Hulu Langat

a group of us went to Jing Jing's house warming party last sunday and it turned out to be rather fun~

the way there was a little... complicated...

we were lost, and found,

then we got lost again...



but after that was all fun~

we had barbeque~





while BBQ-ing~



well... most of us (not all of us)

if you can see, I am being cut off at the left side, your left...



ahyi, Quan, me and lao lao~



group pic. V Jing Jing~


after all the BBQ and makan, we went into the house to watch the badminton match between Lee Chong Wei and Lin Dan~

the results were disappointing...


the Jing Jing suggested that we go to hulu langat...

from there we can get a nice view of KL city~




very nice~~


we will never of coz lose out the great opportunity to cam whore that beautiful place~

since all couples are taking pictures there... I am being left out.. all alone~


DSC01808 me and my tiang~



me again... still alone...



this was supposed to be a single's club photo... sifu should not be in there.. >.<



greg and sieng~



greg and poay~



a photo of everyone cacat-ed's look... will be perfec if HX cooperates...



greg, jeff and quan~



an overall most complete group picture~



it's a nice thing able to go out till so late at nigh with so many people, and enjoying yourself~

I had a very good time~

and believe it or not, we have our microbiology lab test the next morning~

we are MAD!!! but we pulled it through!!!

Friday, August 15, 2008


as the title said,

i went to watch WALL.E today after class since I wanted to have some fun, and also, it's practically the last class of the semester...




the movie was ok~

but it somehow made mw feel rather sad...

part of it...

especially when Eve (a.k.a Eve-a to wall.e) thought that wall.e lost his (it's) memory...


well, after out lab, we went to have a discussion with our god a.k.a Min-Zhin, then leave straight to KLCC to catch the movie~



abit blur... so... dun mind, what do you expect from a lousy camera phone...


cam whored while waiting for the LRT...


lao lao and I... I know I look like joker~



lao lao, Jeff and Sieng~



ahyi, me, lao lao and Sieng~


after the LRT, we went straight to the cinema to get the 230 ticket at 200, literally swallow our lunch (Burger King) in 15 minutes and back to the cinema~

the show was nice I think~


this pic. looks sweet~



and one last pic. before we leave for home...



we also went for an art exhibition at the petronas gallery in KLCC...




p/s: I think so I have found the answer to one of my question since long time ago...

Thursday, August 14, 2008

post test syndrome

what do people usually do after having their test?


the can sleep~



they go eat their hearts out~



or they can just go sing their hearts out! (by singing I mean screaming~)

yup, that's what we did last night after our test~

9 of us came out slightly early from our exam hall and depart straight to Sungei Wang's Green Box for some "shoutouts"!



me here looking naughty and handsome as usual~



Ren Quan shaking his bottom~~ Woo)O~~ shake it baby~~



as USUAL, I wont wanna miss out some ass shaking action as well~

and pathetically, I got caught!



girls~ and appa (Ren Quan)~ singing their way off~

if you notice, some of them are standing on the chair~



Jynn, Liang and I~

I wonder what's wrong with me... or my ass... it seems to be the center of attention of all the pictures I have taken... O_O|||


DSC01794 Liang and I~



ahyi, Jynn and I~ LAaLaLAALaalaLaaaa~~~~ *glass breaks*




Ren Quan, Jeff, Jynn, Liang and I~



we are singing screaming our hearts out~!! look at our tomato red like face!



my killer peace pose~ ^^V <--- like this one..

FYI I am single and available~ if you are interested, pls call .......


well, the night was fun!! we reached home around 11pm that night. it's quite expensive though, but we had a great time!!!

really din felt this good for a long time already~ ohh I can feel my throat ROAR-ing at me already...

Sunday, August 10, 2008





































p/s: 阿姨,你说那哭不出眼泪的感觉,我昨晚,经历过了。真得很不好受。

put the blame on me

I want what I want when I want


yes, I am that kinda person...

and today, in the process of wanting what I want when I want, I lose a friend...


I have no one but myself to blame...

and I deserve all that has happened on me...


so, I am putting and end to this chapter,

with apology and forgiveness...

that has not a single reply...


I deserve this...

so please, let me grieve in peace...


adrenalin pumping as i write this post,

I am mad

mad very very MAD!!!

how can I call a person who can't trust me as my best friend?!!!

how can I even call a person who can't even share lies with me my best friend?!!!



I always let it go

I always LET GO!!!

but I have reached my limits!!!

I can no longer stand that!!!!


if it is so difficult for my best friend to even tell me a statement which is not true, how can I expect him to tell me something true?!

if it is so hard to tell me some secrets! it means there are non more trust amongst us!

I am MAD and mostly DISAPPOINTED!!!

even the only person I can talk to now is myself...

how am i supposed to trust those around me, when I can't even bring myself to trust my best buddy anymore?


even if I do so, 我过不了自己的良心!



I can't bring myself to do that anymore...

Saturday, August 9, 2008

negative happiness curve

one of my friend once told me that I have the finest quality friends in the whole world...

but I wonder

wonder if it is true...


and I think so, yes I have some fine quality friends around me~


I have a friend,

who can listen to me as I cry my heart out...


I have a friend,

who never fail to make me smile when I am sad...


I have a friend,

who always knows how I am feeling...


also a friend,

who can read my mind...


because of this,

people tell me that I am a very lucky guy who have the finest quality friends available...

and I am very very proud of it indeed!

it is because of these friends I have, I am still who I am now...

they share my joy and pain,

helping me through my bad times,

and laughing with me through the good times...

I have nothing more to wish for!~

and I have nothing more to ask for!~



but what they did not see, was the other friends that make me sad, and never failed to give me disappointment...


I have a friend,

who can leave me behind and walk away...


I have a friend,

who can hardly find a moment to talk to me...


I have a friend,

who only cares for himself...


also a friend,

who never failed to disappoint me...


I believe...

life have it's balance,

of black and white,

of good and bad,

of happiness and despair,

and of brightness and darkness...


so, no one can be happy all the times,

nor can one be sad all the time...


I always try to feel happy,

saying cold jokes to see people laugh,

acting stupid so that people can laugh,

because what ever I do,

I just want to see people around me laugh...

because that is more than enough to make my day...


but sometimes the disappointment comes to a point where I can no longer be happy when I see you laugh...

perhaps I still don't understand you too well enough???

or perhaps I am expecting too much from you???

because I am the only one trying hard to maintain our friendship that I felt so worn out doing so...

because this is the case, and I am almost to give up already...


but whatever it is,

I am thankful to have such understanding friend that gave me the some really unforgettable moments,

and I will also never forget those moments with my old pals...

and only the good memories to stay...