Friday, November 30, 2007
planned before hand,
what happened to us,
what will we be,
or even when will we die?
it is planned...
i beg to differ...
i have long lost this belief...
i only trust that what happened,
and what is going to happen,
and to the people around us,
is planned by we ourselves...
we are the only one's who are powerful to make what we want ours...
only we can control our destiny,
and only we, can hold on to what we want...
while those who have more power,
are those who are able to influence others around them,
thus making thy, the writer of poeple's destiny...
as long as we are still sane,
as long as we can still think,
we still can change whatever destiny has writen for us...
we still can choose....
why poeple suiside?
be cause they choose to...
why are there homicide?
becasue they choose to kill...
i believe we,
no, as long as we are alive,
we are still able to choose...
we can choose not to kill,
not to suicied,
not to harm people,
we can choose to help people,
to turn into a new leaf,
to continue living!
we all have ways to survive in this environment,
it depends on how we choose to live it...
i believe that the only thing we can't change;
the only destiny is:
we can choose what we want to do in our life,
but we cannot choose who brought us into this world...
family s the only thing we cannot change...
nothing is writen...
is nothing but empty pages,
is waiting for us to fill it up.
and whatever we do,
is recorded in it.
is a guide...
i believe every religion is to point us to the right way (except for those mojo religion)
i am not siding any religion,
but i just wanna point out that,
whatever we do,
we must be able to evaluate it ourselves...
and maybe, that is why till today,
i choose not to have a religion...
because, i believe in my judgement,
and most important, i know what is right and wrong...
i believe in myself...
P.S. if i cause any misunderstand, i beg for your forgiveness. religion is a sensitive issue, and i am just sounding my thought.
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
i am talking about those sencible movies...
not that action packed, supernatual kick ass movie...
i have been watching some dramas recently...
and very much of it can be related to our daily life...
some people are mean enough to do anything to get to their goals,
even if it means hurting other people's feelings,
or putting people's life at stake...
and there are people life this...
some, are too nice to people around them...
thus causing themself to get hurt...
some get respect from people,
while some make poeple disgust!
some hold strong to thier friendship,
while some betray their friend...
all i am trying to say is that there are many poeple,
from all walks of life,
and that there are reasons to people's wants and needs...
and we have to understand people...
for what they were and what they are...
there are a reason for everything...
and that includes how people behave they way they are...
P.S. i am just blabin... dunno what i am saying, but just take a look around, note people around u, and u will undertsand...
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
and than god i have internet...
it might be a ghost typing this blog now... ^^ (jokes)
well i have a very very fond interest on drama...
and i love watching dramas...
it's like twisties and cheesels (while some say tam tam) to me...
just purely love'em~ ^^
well ya.. i will look like ht sometimes ---> @_@
but hey!!! wat da ell~
it feeds me appetite!!!
and i dun care...
have been watching a few dramas during my breaks...
溏心風暴 (The Heart Of Greed) (the first canto drama that can bring me to tear T.T)
学警出更 (On The First Beat)
岁月风云 (The Drive Of Life) (very interesting!!!)
情陷夜中環II (Central AffairsII) (twisted ppl with twisted personalities... felt like slapping some of them...)
突圍行動 (The Brink of Law) (alot of suspence and yet not bored)
情陷夜中環 (Central Affairs) (OMG Pinky Cheung Man Chi is like a bitch!!! but so angelic in Central Affairs II)
going to watch...
法證先鋒 (Forensic Heroes)
Food For Life (Yummy Yummy)
all those shows are nice!!
nice nice nice!!!
but i'll strongly suggest:
学警出更 (On The First Beat)
岁月风云 (The Drive Of Life)
情陷夜中環II (Central AffairsII)
突圍行動 (The Brink of Law)
and special thanks to joanne who "introduced" to me this web site:
it is a very very good place to watch those dramas mentioned above~
tht's y my eyes are like that now ---> @_@
^^V thanks again joanne or my break will be a drop-dead-boring one...
well now 'd like to continue to pop my eyes~ cya~ ^^ ~~~ nono~~~ @_@V
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Saturday, November 24, 2007
2. charlene~ ^^
③Leng lui Jynn
④Jessica Lee Hui yee
Friday, November 23, 2007
<--- look, this is my lunch... it has been on the table for 2 hours already... and i haven;t touch it... why? u asked why? cause it's sinful!!! gloosy vege = oil... fried fish = oil... and sambal= oil.... so it's oil + oil + oil= sinful!!! (certified)
then i found this on the table...
DANISH!!! i lurve danish!!!
it's so big wei...
the main "character" for danish is?
butter butter and MORE BUTTER!!!
then, i found this in me fridge...
i lurve cakes!!!^^
i sence margarine!!!
sinful sinful sinful....
when i open the drawer...
pringles, twisties and rote pop out...
and they really stand out amongst the croud wei...
well u know what i wanna say...
junk food= no go...
this mate here is the ever lovely "bak bak"...
dun ask... and shuddup!!!
it's a no go as well...
this fella is packed with growth hormone and FAT and cholesterol....
no go, no go...
T.T---- bye bye....
so i only feel comfortable with oats....
they rweallie goes well with soy milk + kiwi or rasins....
i lurve them... ^^
but me parents restrain me from taking oats for lunch.. T.T
oat oat oat... i wan u..
so, i'll have to makan this...
my diet plan... T.T
and my daily dose of bifidus and lactobacilus...
Thursday, November 22, 2007
so, i remembered that my mum told me to do some chores...
<---- not this?
i sit on this everyday werd....
but sofa oso everyday got sit la....
and mum also asked me to arrange the
things on the table and put it at the side...
and so i did... ---------->
mummy... like that arr?
i know, lame la, lame la..... >.<" jz shuddup....
but what the hell...
i did it right in d end!!!
see i very clever....
(this post shows the dumbness of greg and how innocent he is)
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
i decided to write about my memoires of my jurney in UTAR...
i am alone while i shifted to PJ,
but thanks o my housemates, i have made my days tru easily...
the first 2 persons i met was wei ming and alex. (rememer the first night we look for a place to have our dinner at section 17?)
followed by monkey bong, kok hao, tuck yew, louis and kevin.
having dominos at mid valley ^^ ------>
then i got close with sifu, ahyi, iSieng(my foundation chem lab partner), lao lao and elle(my foundation bio lab partner)...
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
we often ask ourself.
there is no definate answer,
it is up to you yourself to decipher,
weather what you doing is right or wrong.
what seems right to me,
might be wrong to you.
and vice versa.
the most important thing is wether or not
YOU DID YOUR BEST?
i have already accepted the fact that we cannot satisfy everyone around us,
and that remains a fact.
we have been putting in countless efforts to satisfy poeple around us,
and to much of my dismay,
most efforts are wasted.
taking serious steps to ensure that MOST PEOPLE satisfy what you are doing,
you have to put many things into consideration while makeing a decision.
like what will people think of?
how will it affect others?
you have to know what people are thinking before making a decision...
to satisfy the needs of poeple...
it is also important to know that,
everyone has a mask on.
no one show's their trueself,
but not all...
putting a mask on is also considered an art,
an art that must be mastered...
no one can show their trueself in this world,
because you might never know who is honest and who is not...
like you never know whe will you best friend betray you...
or how your girlfriend seeing another guy behind your back...
mayb until a certain period of time, you may put down your mask...
there is no such thing as harmony,
we can never get harmony,
nor do we get ourselve trust.
no one is wothout flaws,
and the most we can do,
is to accept other's flaws,
just like how people accept our flaws.
and we can live happily.
patience is a virtue.
it is usualy said by people,
but how true is it?
i said it is very true.
i will not be sane anymore,
nor will i be here blogging.
patience plays an important part in anger management as well...
well after all these,
all i wat to say is,
be patient, understande poeple's behaviour, and do the best thing, not the right thing.
Monday, November 19, 2007
her reaction is "resoect?"
guess i am a very lousy brother then?
i have been trying to avoid fights with her ever since the day she came to this world...
so, i just let her do things her way...
never have i any opinion on the things she did,
i did not giv any comment unless really needed,
in other words, i will always let her...
some people will say, i dont care...
i not only did not get the respect,
(trust me, not a single bit of respect)
i also get to hear her shout at me...
maybe i should have do something different?
maybe tell her off when she is wrong at times?
well, all those are gone now,
i can't turn back time,
so, i'll just let it be,
i'll live my days,
and she will live her's...
is it the end?