a pointless hope

I was waiting

But you weren’t there…

 

The words you told,

That were never cared…

 

Hopes you gave,

That I do not doubt…

 

Ready and available,

If that’s what you’ve said.

Then where were you,

When my heart aches bad.

 

I don’t deserve,

To be treated as such.

But it’s what is happening,

I should let it stop.

 

It tears my heart,

And ripped me apart.

As, I’m here,

Waiting for a hope.

 

A hope,

That never come.

 

 

written in despair on 18th June 2009, time 0440 at home.