negative happiness curve

one of my friend once told me that I have the finest quality friends in the whole world...

but I wonder

wonder if it is true...

 

and I think so, yes I have some fine quality friends around me~

 

I have a friend,

who can listen to me as I cry my heart out...

 

I have a friend,

who never fail to make me smile when I am sad...

 

I have a friend,

who always knows how I am feeling...

 

also a friend,

who can read my mind...

 

because of this,

people tell me that I am a very lucky guy who have the finest quality friends available...

and I am very very proud of it indeed!

it is because of these friends I have, I am still who I am now...

they share my joy and pain,

helping me through my bad times,

and laughing with me through the good times...

I have nothing more to wish for!~

and I have nothing more to ask for!~

 

 

but what they did not see, was the other friends that make me sad, and never failed to give me disappointment...

 

I have a friend,

who can leave me behind and walk away...

 

I have a friend,

who can hardly find a moment to talk to me...

 

I have a friend,

who only cares for himself...

 

also a friend,

who never failed to disappoint me...

 

I believe...

life have it's balance,

of black and white,

of good and bad,

of happiness and despair,

and of brightness and darkness...

 

so, no one can be happy all the times,

nor can one be sad all the time...

 

I always try to feel happy,

saying cold jokes to see people laugh,

acting stupid so that people can laugh,

because what ever I do,

I just want to see people around me laugh...

because that is more than enough to make my day...

 

but sometimes the disappointment comes to a point where I can no longer be happy when I see you laugh...

perhaps I still don't understand you too well enough???

or perhaps I am expecting too much from you???

because I am the only one trying hard to maintain our friendship that I felt so worn out doing so...

because this is the case, and I am almost to give up already...

 

but whatever it is,

I am thankful to have such understanding friend that gave me the some really unforgettable moments,

and I will also never forget those moments with my old pals...

and only the good memories to stay...