destiny?

some people said that events in our life is writen...
planned before hand,
what happened to us,
what will we be,
or even when will we die?
it is planned...

i beg to differ...

i have long lost this belief...

i only trust that what happened,
and what is going to happen,
to us,
and to the people around us,
is planned by we ourselves...

we are the only one's who are powerful to make what we want ours...
only we can control our destiny,
and only we, can hold on to what we want...

while those who have more power,
are those who are able to influence others around them,
thus making thy, the writer of poeple's destiny...

as long as we are still sane,
as long as we can still think,
rasionalize, manipulate,
we still can change whatever destiny has writen for us...
we still can choose....

why poeple suiside?
be cause they choose to...

why are there homicide?
becasue they choose to kill...

i believe we,
untill today,
no, as long as we are alive,
we are still able to choose...

we can choose not to kill,
not to suicied,
not to harm people,
we can choose to help people,
to turn into a new leaf,
to continue living!

we all have ways to survive in this environment,
it depends on how we choose to live it...

i believe that the only thing we can't change;
the only destiny is:
our family....

we can choose what we want to do in our life,
but we cannot choose who brought us into this world...
family s the only thing we cannot change...

besids that,
nothing is writen...

the book,
is nothing but empty pages,
it however,
is waiting for us to fill it up.
and whatever we do,
is recorded in it.

religion,
is a guide...
i believe every religion is to point us to the right way (except for those mojo religion)
i am not siding any religion,
but i just wanna point out that,
whatever we do,
we must be able to evaluate it ourselves...

and maybe, that is why till today,
i choose not to have a religion...
because, i believe in my judgement,
and most important, i know what is right and wrong...
i believe in myself...



P.S. if i cause any misunderstand, i beg for your forgiveness. religion is a sensitive issue, and i am just sounding my thought.

life's like a movie

is life like movie?
i am talking about those sencible movies...
not that action packed, supernatual kick ass movie...


i have been watching some dramas recently...
and very much of it can be related to our daily life...
some people are mean enough to do anything to get to their goals,

even if it means hurting other people's feelings,
or putting people's life at stake...
and there are people life this...

some, are too nice to people around them...
thus causing themself to get hurt...

some get respect from people,
while some make poeple disgust!

some hold strong to thier friendship,
while some betray their friend...

all i am trying to say is that there are many poeple,
from all walks of life,
and that there are reasons to people's wants and needs...

and we have to understand people...
for what they were and what they are...

there are a reason for everything...
and that includes how people behave they way they are...



P.S. i am just blabin... dunno what i am saying, but just take a look around, note people around u, and u will undertsand...

今天

今天还算是这几天里比较快乐的一天...
不,应该说是松了一口气...

应为一件事情已经settle了!
现在的感觉就如雨过天晴~
心情也开朗了一点...
^^V

canto dramas!!!

it's so bored at home if u have nothing to do...
and than god i have internet...
orelse..
it might be a ghost typing this blog now... ^^ (jokes)

well i have a very very fond interest on drama...
and i love watching dramas...
it's like twisties and cheesels (while some say tam tam) to me...
just purely love'em~ ^^

well ya.. i will look like ht sometimes ---> @_@
but hey!!! wat da ell~
it feeds me appetite!!!
and i dun care...

have been watching a few dramas during my breaks...
for example...
err...
溏心風暴 (The Heart Of Greed) (the first canto drama that can bring me to tear T.T)
学警出更 (On The First Beat)
岁月风云 (The Drive Of Life) (very interesting!!!)
舞動全城 (Steps)
情陷夜中環II (Central AffairsII) (twisted ppl with twisted personalities... felt like slapping some of them...)
突圍行動 (The Brink of Law) (alot of suspence and yet not bored)

watching...
情陷夜中環 (Central Affairs) (OMG Pinky Cheung Man Chi is like a bitch!!! but so angelic in Central Affairs II)

going to watch...
法證先鋒 (Forensic Heroes)
Food For Life (Yummy Yummy)

all those shows are nice!!
nice nice nice!!!
but i'll strongly suggest:
学警出更 (On The First Beat)
岁月风云 (The Drive Of Life)
情陷夜中環II (Central AffairsII)
突圍行動 (The Brink of Law)

and special thanks to joanne who "introduced" to me this web site:
http://http://www.crunchyroll.com//

it is a very very good place to watch those dramas mentioned above~
tht's y my eyes are like that now ---> @_@

^^V thanks again joanne or my break will be a drop-dead-boring one...

well now 'd like to continue to pop my eyes~ cya~ ^^ ~~~ nono~~~ @_@V

我真的不懂怎样跟你们讲话。

我很累...
天天这样对着你,

连我要看戏打发时间你都要反对!
当我跟你说我想的是什么时,
你就会讲:"我真的不懂怎样跟你们讲话"

问题不是在这里,
而是你根本就不想听我想说的东西!!
你是要我服你命令!

我虽然听你的话!
可是,我也觉得...
有时听你的话,是件措事!

曾经听过一个人说:
"小孩听父母的话,是没错!但是,太听话,父母讲什么也听,叫做什么就做,不是聪明!是苯!"
我回想...
我是不是一像以来,听父母的话是件错事?

造成我现在讲出我心理的感受,你也不管?
而,你的话就是命令?

我就快受不了了...