误会

我误会了你，

对不起。

没站在你的立场想，

是我不对。

现在只能说的是：对不起。

句号

这是不是时间来让我点个句号了？

 

如果，

我一向来所作的东西，

最后给自己带来了伤害，

那，就应该把事情连根拔起吧？

 

连根拔起？

那就是抱此距离吧？

 

等，距离？

我们的距离，不够远吗？

 

一个人对我说，

这种人，你还可以把它当成好朋友吗？

倒不如，方个句号算了嘛！

有什么好想的？！

 

友情对于我，是非常重要。

没了朋友，就如没了生存的意义。

我，应该是很怪吧？

 

"如果伤害的是自己，为什么不要放气呢？”

是不是该方个句号了呢？

a mystical bond

much as some of us fighted,

our parents have a mystical hold over us...

the power to affect our thoughts, our emotions...

the way only they can...

it's a bond that changes over time, but doesn't diminish...

even if they are half the world away...

or in another world entirely...

it is a power we will never fully understand...

but only left for us to wonder, 

that when our time comes,

what kind of hold will we have on our children...

发泄！

他妈的！

大哥今天心情不好！

想找人打！

今天全世界的人都得罪了我！

我不爽！曹不爽的！

连我最爱听的歌都听不下去了！

现在要跟你讲话都要想得这么久。

没心情。

现在收拾不会心情来应付明天的考试。

怎么办！

molding our future...

the rest of our life is being shaped right now...

it is all up to you to take your chances and do what ever you wan to...

or we can sit down and listen from somebody who has been through it all...

the choice is ours...

 

the rest of our life is a long time from now...

and all that we know, it is being shaped right now...

we can choose to blame our circumstances on fate, luck, or bad choices...

or we can fight back!

 

things are not going to be fair in the real world...

that's just the way it is...

but for the most part, you get what you give...

 

so, what's worse?

not getting what you wish for?

or getting it but finding that it is not enough...

 

and so...

the rest of our life is being shaped right now...

along with the dreams we chase...

the choices we make...

and the person we decide to be...

 

the rest of our life is a long time...

and it is being shaped right now...

our heart

someone came by and asked me,

"where is your heart?"

 

i paused and think for a moment,

thinking weather was it a joke,

or is it a serious question...

so, i pointed at my left chest and said...

"i think it's somewhere here..."

 

"to me, it somewhere here..."

he gripped his hand somewhere between us...

i wondered at him for sometime, and finally asked "why"

 

and so i found out that,

a heart is born for the first time when we get to know each other,

the heart is not inside the body.

when you think of something or think of someone, a heart is born there.

if you were alone in this world, there wouldn't be a heart anywhere, he reckons.

so if you wish for your heart to be here,

here it will be...

and if your heart is here, there is also a reason for you to be here too...

 

yes, he said it, and i somehow find it true, amazingly true.

again i asked "where will our hearts go when we die?"

 

when you die, you leave your hearts with your loved once, family and friends...

when you leave it with your friends, it lives on within them...

 

i felt amazed, for what is being said is true....

理由...

发生了什么事?

我们俩怎么会变成这样子?

虽然很先认识了你很久,但现在的我很像一点都不认识你...

 

这是你的作风把...

做事没交待...

说失踪就失踪...

天天在忙着为你找个理由...

但... 哎...

我应该累了吧?

这是昨天的我...

 

今天的我,

累坏了...

想的理由反而是,

为什么我会那么的珍惜这一段友情?

可能是我傻吧?

想来又想去...

真的是我傻呀!!!

竟然他都不管了...

那我怎么要去理睬她呢?

 

现在,我算是想通了吗?

还是在为自己找个理由,

躲避心里的悲伤?

sleeping post~

feeling bored...

nothing to entertain me...

so, ya...

i wanna sleep already...

i was thinking of this pose...

but i think it's tiring cause have to support the head...

 

but then...

i think this pose is good too...

you can hide a book on your lap and the lecturer might thought that you are so hardworking that you are studying...

 

but if i have no worried that the lecturer, maybe I'll sleep like this...

cos more relax mer... dun need to support my head up...

 

but i will never sleep like this...

because hor... it is not a very comfy pose...

might get back ache... yar...

and he is sleeping till so syok..

i think if the house caught fire already also he dunno...

 

later become like this...

ROASTED PIG

bac to school!!~

time to turn back to schooling mood...
CNY's over..
reports to be done...
assignment to be handed up...
presentations coming up...
test and quizes popping up...

so...
yea...

till i blog again~

大年初一

it's the first day of CNY and we are all so happy!!!

why?

that's cause we got to collect ang paus!!!

it's about the 祝福 and the MONEY as well k...

 

and as usual.. we took family photo

 

 

 

Reunion dinner on the eve of CNY

it's a tradition for family members to gather during the eve of Chinese New Year to have dinner together.

so, yea...

what I like most about Chinese New Year is the food..

lol...

I am a pig... I know...

and so, this year.. we have...

"har lok" --> fried prawns

it's must to have prawns in Chinese tradition because it is pronounced as "ha" in canto, so eat edi everyone will go "ha ha ha!!!"

 

then we have....

 

chicken!!!

lovely and tender, so yummy...

also a mush have.. but i dunno why...

 

next is...

 

"LO" DUCK!!!

soo... soft!!! and yummy... and mamamia!~

 

this dish is newly introduced this year~

it's called...

i dunno...

but it's yummy too... ^^V

 

this is also new...

"mi sua"

lovely... lovely~

 

 

this.. I bet all of you know...

yes!!! shark's fin it is!!!

very very very nice!!!!

 

we also have abalone!!!

yum yum~

 

last but not least...

sea cucumber with pork leg and mushroom~

well..

only one word can describe these sensational delicacies~

OCHESTRA!!!~

 

 

till then we meet again...

(tmr i guess)

will update more on CNY celebration~

and well... food...

lol~

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

all the best in the year of the rat!~

CNY decor

it Chinese new year!!!

besides the ang pau and the cookeis as well as the keropok, what i look forward to is the decors at shopping malls,

decor~

 

pic. of 4 person performing some CNY classics~

 

this one's from KLCC,

 

conclusion: this year's CNY decor isn't really astonishing, just plain...

 

 

RUN

To survive in this world, we hold close to us those on whom we depend.

We trust in them our hopes, our fears.

But what happens when trust is lost?

Where do we run when things we believe in vanish before our eyes?

When all seems lost,

the future unknowable,

our very existence in peril...

All we can do is run.

Mathias's Gift

you told me to look forward to a letter you sent me, and i did...

but the day the letter arrived, i am already at KL,

so, today was the first time i actually read it...

normal letter...

look what's inside....

 

funny Mathias, another envelope in it?

i am starting to think how many envelope he used...

 

but, then came out this book mark that reads

"they gives us hope,

they break our hearts,

they cry our tears,

they're our greatest source of happiness!"

 

flipping it to the back, was a message...

"All the best,

frenz 4ever"

was written at the back..

 

and sad to say, along with the bookmark,

was a blackmail...

 

 

but i was glad that you still remembered me,

and may luck stay with you,

wishing you happy always and dun forget to get me something from the States when you get back!!!

:-P

will be looking forward to your return

 

frenz 4ever!!!

gaining CNY weight

Chinese New Year!

it's the yearly even most anticipated

we get ang paus!

we get COOKIES!!!

so tell me, how can i actually go on a diet?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

on the dining table, are cookies and home made keropok...

 

and on the kitchen counter, cookies again

 

on the other end of the kitchen cabinet, cookies~

 

and inside the kitchen cabinet, cookies again~ O_O

 

i am starting to think weather there are some more cookies we made in the store, and i went to have a look in the store room...

 

and i found a box filled with cookies~

and i am a sucker for cookies, and i guess i will let go a lil for CNY..

:-P

look

i am looking~

garfield~

looking at you~






looking at you doing your homework...

gogo...

garfild's looking at you~

and i saw u busted!
kakazZzZz~

i am sooo "wu liaw"