Dream High!

Dream High - OST

This is the song currently set to repeat itself on my playlist in iTunes. Love it! =D

Like the song says, Dream high.

After a year of working in the company, my boss finally decided it’s time for me to move to another department. Overseeing 2 of the most challenging and high volume accounts of the company:

Malaysia Airlines System (MAS): headcount of about 60,000 employees

and Foreign Workers: 600,000 registered members and increasing.

Being transferred into a new department means more opportunities are opened for me, more things for me to learn, more things for me to do, with the possibility of more late nights and more stress, not knowing if I’m getting a promotion or a good increment.

It’s a challenge I’m willing to take up and I’m more than interested to take this opportunity to prove myself to be a suitable candidate in the managerial position.

Thus, I give myself 2 months to learn up all the processes of the new department and the policies set.

All that being said, the long term plan that have always been so clear to me seems blurry all of a sudden. I am starting to have doubts of what my priorities are. What are my long term and short term goals? What I want out of life? Where I want to be?

I am going to need time to think everything through carefully again. I need to give myself a time frame to get my goals right and my priorities straight.

 

and most important of all, I need a vacation!

 

I need to DREAM HIGH!

Clean

“Clean”, the word that people generally used to describe hygiene.

Surgeons have to scrub before performing a surgery so that there are clean…

We shower to clean ourselves…

We sweep, we wipe, and we wash to clean…

-Hygiene-

 

To clean up your own mess, is your responsibility.

To clean up someone’s mess, is a pain.

you are not required to, but you did.

Because when you clean up someone’s mess;

it shows that you care.

 

“Clean”, also the word that implies “fresh”.

A clean slate - everyone wants it.

But, how many people actually gets it?

A clean slate – is all that I wished for.

That not everyone is willing to give.

-A fresh start-

 

“Clean” – The word that is generally used to describe hygiene,

is being used today,  a rally.

Which bares the meaning “fair”.

so that we can have a fair election.

 

But there’s one thing I’ve learned since I was a young boy.

Nothing, is fair.

Nothing, is clean.

我不敢

到了今天，还是有这个问题。

想要，却不敢。

想做，也不敢。

想的，就不敢。

 

到最后，我要的，都没有。

应为，我不敢。

 

我不是没胆，我怕的是别人的意见。

daddy’s day

So, I’m back to Melaka for the weekend to celebrate father’s day with the dad since I can’t make it at the end of the month.*work again*

alas! so many things to plan for now I can’t lose sight of any.

potential for total change of target goals for all my short and long term plans…

but then again, I hope it’s a good change… nothing in carved on stone yet…

 

note: I’m just updating to keep this blog from dying.

relaxing Sunday

after a whole week of mad rush, I really love my Sunday to be relaxing, lazy in a way, but relaxing. A day which I don’t have to think about work, a day which I don’t have to rush like a crazy person to meet a dateline. It’s good to have a break like this every once in a week. It probably helps bring down the blood pressure too… just saying.

After working for 10 months in KL, I’ve finally hit a car (with my car) which is due to the other driver’s carelessness, partly mine too perhaps.  But it’s ok since the person agreed to pay for the damages. I would consider this a small problem since my car just suffer from a minor damage and that I’m still in one piece. =) Fret not, everything’s under control.

Side track, Medix Indonesia’s sending a few people for training starting tomorrow, which means, I’m gonna be hell as busy as ever juggling my tasks and training the people from Indon. it’s a challenge that I believe I can take up. =) Things are akinda getting routinuous for me anywayz. This just came in time to spice up my work life a little.

Speaking of spicing up work life, there’s this particular guy who seems to be born to make my work life difficult. Hmmm… Wonders what I did to him in my past life??? but den again, life would be boring without them i suppose? XD

Aite, that’s all for now. =) Shall relax till the max before (what I foresee) 2 very eventful weeks starts tomorrow~