The Dream

Not really feeling now, hence the 1.30am wake. Partly by my unwell tummy, also by a dream that waken me.

I don’t know what have I taken in that caused my tummy to bloat at an uncomfortable level and I can’t seem to find the medication to counter it. *I knew I had it somewhere* the felling of air flowing inside the tummy is definitely making me sick. (Damn I shouldn’t have taken wine on the flight). Guess all I can do is to go get some in the morning when the shop is opened. =(

Now, to the dream. It was I very happy dream I’d say. Very happy to the extent that I’d wished it was real. 2 friends bought me presents (I don’t know why or for what) which I’m really happy to receive (but made me feel so bad coz I didn’t have any for them from Manila).

Then I was suddenly somewhere else, and a very good old friend came up to me with a bottle of vodka in his hand, telling me that he’ll be going off to Indonesia (seriously, of all places why Indonesia?) and that we had to stay in touch. This is when everything starts to get emotional for me as he passed me a bottle of Absolute Vodka to me, teaching me to mix it with something and something with ratio and ask me to try drinking it and see if it’s ok. (I can swear to you, that it is SO him!). It is as if nothing happened between us or was it what I hoped for?

I woke up in tears (not because of my tummy) half hoping it’s true. But I guessed we can’t change what ahs happened ehh?

alas! it’s almost 2 now, I need to re-charge for work tomorrow. Let’s my tummy don’t give much trouble. =)