3 days

3 days is so soon…

but it seems so long to me…

 

 

p/s: I just changed a new song *points at imeem player*

 

 

genetics lab test tomorrow… >.<

so tired edi laa…

 

never ending test…

can die

yesterday, today, and tomorrow...

also known as past, present, and future...

we all go through the same thing everyday, waking up today, leaving yesterday, and looking forward for tomorrow...

it's the circle of life...

 

 

yesterday,

I was a kid who know nothing...

naive enough to think that everything can turn out the way I wanted it to be...

to believe that everyone tells the truth...

and having faith on something and wish that miracles can happen...

 

 

but today,

I am a degree student, learning more than I can...

and faced some truth of life, (brain too contaminated with the society)

learning how to handle turbulent situations... (I a kinda like handling sticky situations)

and believe that there are no such thing as miracle if you don't add in some hard work...

 

 

and tomorrow,

I never know what will happen...

I can only dream of it...

knowing that I may be able to prepare for what's coming...

and tomorrow, gives me the strength to strive for what I plan to achieve...

 

 

 

the people we are now, are not who we were like yesterday....

and we will never know what kind of people we will be tomorrow...

 

should we say the environment change us?

or is it us who altered the surroundings?

 

 

here are some questions I have asked myself and I would like you all to ponder on...

 

good and bad

humans define good and bad (for minute cases, murder and killing exempted)

we usually say if a person is doing a good or bad thing, but most important of all, I think we all do thing for a reason we believe in to be able to achieve the outcome we desire.

so, one may think that a person is doing the right thing while the other might think the other way.

 

truth and lie

no one likes to be lied to, do you?

truth and lie can sometimes mislead us to a lost path, directing us away from what we are really searching. Sometimes, we are so busy looking to the lie, that we forgot to see the truth which is just under our nose.

so, do we go detect those lies and lose the truth, or do we just accept what people tell us?

 

be glad of what we have or go for more?

just like the question "do you see your glass half empty or half full?"

if we see it as half full, will we be motivated to strive harder to get more?

if we see it as half empty, will we ever be satisfied with what we have?

 

 

and thus, after all those questions, I can conclude that

everything is decided by ourselves, the decisions we made, the path we took, everything we did leads us to where we are now.

our future are not write in stone as we are the once deciding the outcome of tomorrow. the past makes us who we are in some ways, but we are not our past.

I'd rather people say that the cannot tell me something rather than lie to me.

and screw the half glass of water, try your best and no matter what is the outcome, you'll be glad with it, knowing that you have already did your best

 

 

well, that's just my point of view...

BUT I really really like to know what people think about out there...

drop me a comment and tell me what you think will you?

thanks in advance~

 

 

 

grego out!~

MOOD

people say that your feeling is larger than the sky...

and that, to me, is your mood...

let's see...

 

today,

I have no mood to study...

so, I don't study today...

 

today,

I have got the mood to sleep...

so, I slept the whole day...

 

then,

I have to mood to blog...

so, I've blogged...

 

now,

I don't have the mood to shit...

but it's already code red...

no matter how no mood I am in to shitting...

I still have to shit...

>.<

 

so, sometimes, there are things that we don't like to do...

but still we have to do it due to some certain reasons...

 

 

 

know that I'll still come out from the toilet feeling much relieved...

;p

unspoken

there are things that are better left unsaid,

unspoken, unknown, and undiscoverable...

 

there are things that we sometime wanted to keep it to ourselves...

there are things that we said might hurt others while we don't mean it...

there are things that we said, which will easily misinterpreted by others...

so, something's are better left unspoken...

even if it hurts to keep it inside...

 

maybe you'll understand me someday...

maybe... hopefully...

moment.

things went totally wrong for me this few weeks,

it's like I am no longer in control of my life...

 

some people told me to just follow the flow,

but I think I should get a grip...

holding everything back,

pretend to be in control like I've always did...

 

but things got out of hand today after my statistics test,

when I could not solve 3 out of 6 questions,

when I could not solve almost all the questions in my Properties of Matter's test,

and also when I found out that I have problems communicating with my comrades.

 

this typically symbolize the moment of my life crumbling,

also one moment of my life that I felt so helpless,

this is the moment where I'd hold tight to everything I once am in control with.

 

this moment soon faded when the clock strikes 12,

to 28th march,

when all the messages came flooding into my phone,

while I am chatting with a group of friends in my room,

and when I am hit with a surprise from a gigantic group of friends singing birthday songs for me with a cake.

those life crumbling, helpless, and not in control moments just faded away.

 

and I am glad to say that this happy moment is meant to last!

a boring class...

it's friday!! and it as feeky as ever!!!
gone are my funky fridays!~

since i will be having class from 10 to 6 every friday,
it's no more a funky one...
and to make things worse, i have 3 hours straight of Pengajiam malaysia...

this week, we tried something diffrent,
taking pictures in the class...

look at those noobs!!!



well it turned out great!!
time passes so much in the stuffy, drowning room!!!

i will definately remember how pengajian malaysia torture us!!

不一样了

感觉怪怪的，
不一样了。

year 1 semester 2

it's been 3 weeks since sem started and nothing really happened...
just normal study days...

but at least i contribute to some economic growth...
well i spent alot lately,
since CNY is just a stone's throw away,
it's a good excuse i can have to go shopping~

since i have no class on wed.
it's a good time for me to allocate some time to study...
well look what i am doing now...
>.<

went to help out in the blood donation drive last week at campus...
and looking at the blood flowing out from the body into the back is like erm...
OCHESTRA!!~
if u have a chance to look at the needle they poke into a cow,
i tell u, the one they used to suck your bood out in no diffrence from what they use on the cow.
trust me.
*faints*

planning to join kenjitsu (japanese sword fighting)
well, maybe i'll look like Ichigo holding zangetsu... =.=
lame i know..
but it looks fun tho...

i miss internet!!!
well might be getting internet soon..
i hope...
it's already been a sem without and i dun think i can hold on much longer~

so ya...
that's mostly it,
life in KL

wonder what's installed for me next~ cya~

伤害

有时,
我们会无意中
伤害了身边的人...

而我们会觉得非常不好过....

今天,
我无意中伤害了一个朋友,

在msn谈天时,
用错字表达出想说的话,
却造成了误会...

这应该也伤害得很重吧...

幸好他肯听我解释...
不然,
我应该会很后悔把...

从此以后,
我也不会再用那个字了...

小弟再次道歉...
对不起...

希望我们的友情能够永久的...

losing fat

i read somewhere,
that you have 5 important stepis to lose weight...

step 1: cut off the carbs...
rice, bread, cereals, and even fruits with high sugar content...
and only complex carbs are allowed...
eat more vege...

step 2: exercise
at least 1 hour per day and at least 3 times a week....
best done in the morning,
then the 200 times situps comes in...

step 3: light weight training...
since our skin will go "saggie" after losing fat...

step 4: get 8 hours + of sleep...

step 5: double the intake of water to flush out fats and toxins from body...
which is about 4 liters a day....





*takes out knife and slit my wrist*

so close...

sometimes,
we felt as if we were so close,
so colse, to getting something...
so close, in achieving something we want...
something what we wanted so badly...

i said so close la...
so it means in the end...
u din get what you wanted...
and we were often dissapointed by it...

and you felt as if all the ardwork you put in is all wasted...
but is that true?
looking at the bright side of it,
you might be actually earning some expeience...

like..
you will have some experience on a certain thing that you have been through...
and might not be the same in the sence of handling a certain situation...
and your thoughts...

maybe you found that there are no happily ever after...
or you will work harder to achieve your happily ever after...
and also...
things might not go your way all the time...

when problem arises...
sit down calmly and think...
to look for the best solution...
think before you act...

true love~

someone wrothe this on my wall on facebook...

and i find it really true..

They love you..

but they are not your lover.

They care for you,

but they are not from your family...

They are ready to share your pain,

but they are not in your blood relation.

They are........FRIENDS!!!!!

True friend scolds like a DAD..

Cares like a MOM..

Teases like a SISTER..

Irritates like a BROTHER..

And finally loves U more than a LOVER. ^^V

i find this "thing" being very true...

friends plays an important role in our life...

they can give us the comfort when we needed it,

the advice we seek for...

also the care like no other people can provide...

food!!!

why good food have to always be soooo sinful!!!

i have like 4 days worth of sinful food!!!

i went to klang for my cousin's wedding~
was happy for her,
being able to found a true love...
congrats!!!

well....
speaking of klang,
they are well kown for their bak kut teh...
and so, we went to try~

befor going to klang,
i went to the gardens,
and dine at the Italianese...
yum yum...

then there's the wedding dinner...
splendid occasion,
accompanied by good food~
lovely!!!

and to genting we go!!!
had plenty of junks and tid bits...

and dine at the coffee terrece~
buffet!!
BUFFET!!!
mamami~a!

oh ya!!!
there is the bechelor's party,
with ample of food!!

everything is PERFECTA!!!

and gone are those days..
and gone are those weight i looooose...

一场欢喜,一场空...

今天,
妈打电话回来,问我要不要去陆游...
我当然要拉!!!

过了5分钟后,
他又打回来,
说: 没票了...
T.T
sad...

可是不要紧!!!

这个礼拜我表姐结婚了!!
有得去Klang玩一玩...
^^V

过后,
我们又要去云顶!!!
已经一年没去那儿了...
有点想念那儿的空气...
去一天儿以...
不只能玩到些什么...

不管啦!!
有的去就行了!!!

可是我还很想要出国去!!!

我要开始收钱!!!
Greg's travel fund!!
收够钱!!!
我第一个用自己的钱去陆游的地点要是香港!
当然,我最想去的地方还是伦敦...

i'm falling, falling, falling...

what u thinking?
falling ill edi la...

woke up in d morning with a flu...

tot it was a normal one...
but turned out to me rather desasterous...

things become a catastrophe when my body go numb...
my head throbbing,
my body heating...

and after cooking dinner...
i shut down...
i really cannot do anything edi...
like a corpse waiting to be examined...

i am drop dead edi...

going to pop a penadol and sleep early today...


get well soon greg!!!

今天

今天还算是这几天里比较快乐的一天...
不,应该说是松了一口气...

应为一件事情已经settle了!
现在的感觉就如雨过天晴~
心情也开朗了一点...
^^V

我真的不懂怎样跟你们讲话。

我很累...
天天这样对着你,

连我要看戏打发时间你都要反对!
当我跟你说我想的是什么时,
你就会讲:"我真的不懂怎样跟你们讲话"

问题不是在这里,
而是你根本就不想听我想说的东西!!
你是要我服你命令!

我虽然听你的话!
可是,我也觉得...
有时听你的话,是件措事!

曾经听过一个人说:
"小孩听父母的话,是没错!但是,太听话,父母讲什么也听,叫做什么就做,不是聪明!是苯!"
我回想...
我是不是一像以来,听父母的话是件错事?

造成我现在讲出我心理的感受,你也不管?
而,你的话就是命令?

我就快受不了了...

我现在很乱啦!!!

所谓,
不经一事,不长一知.
经过一事,就长一知.

不知真么,
如果一"以前的我"的性格,
若遇上今天发生的事,
一定会受不了的...

可能应为我以前也有经历过把...
所以,
已经会诊样的去处理这件事,
也就没让它影响到我的心情...

可是,是不是真的没有影响到吗?
可能比较少吧...

我认识你,
一有事情,就不要听电话...
就连短训也不回复...
所以,我决定不要再烦你了...
你心情好会是才复我吧...

有时,
我回想...
我这"担心朋友"的性格嗜好是坏?
连我自己都不清楚...

我觉得是好的...
想拥有一个朋友的关心,是每个人都要的吧?
可是有时,人家也会觉得不耐烦吗?
还是,我太过关心了?

有时,我觉得,
我太过关心朋友,却忽略了自己,
有时,
关心朋友,不知不觉中,伤害了自己...

为了一些事情,
我已经对斯走味的人,失去了信心...
而,那嘎信心使这几年来,才找回来的...

曾经跟自己讲过,
"我永远不再相信别人了."
可是,活在世上,
不信任别人是没可能的...

所以,在那回自信,
相信身边的人...
可是,有时,
朋友的所作所为,
令我又会不要再信任的心态...
弄得我自己都不知自己在想什么...

我现在很乱啦!!!

教我该镇么做?!

gregory's SINrim approval...

i am living in a world full of temptations...

<--- look, this is my lunch... it has been on the table for 2 hours already... and i haven;t touch it... why? u asked why? cause it's sinful!!! gloosy vege = oil... fried fish = oil... and sambal= oil.... so it's oil + oil + oil= sinful!!! (certified)

then i found this on the table...
DANISH!!! i lurve danish!!!


it's so big wei...

but...
the main "character" for danish is?
butter butter and MORE BUTTER!!!

@_#

SINFUL!!! (certifed)







then, i found this in me fridge...


CAKES!!!!
i lurve cakes!!!^^
MARGARINE!!!
i sence margarine!!!


sinful sinful sinful....

cake=no go
cretifed sinful~








when i open the drawer...
pringles, twisties and rote pop out...

and they really stand out amongst the croud wei...

well u know what i wanna say...

SINFUL!!!
@_@

junk food= no go...

(cretifed sinful)










this mate here is the ever lovely "bak bak"...

dun ask... and shuddup!!!
it's a no go as well...

this fella is packed with growth hormone and FAT and cholesterol....

no go, no go...


T.T---- bye bye....

(certified sinful)





so i only feel comfortable with oats....


they rweallie goes well with soy milk + kiwi or rasins....

i lurve them... ^^


but me parents restrain me from taking oats for lunch.. T.T

oat oat oat... i wan u..
















so, i'll have to makan this...
haiz...
my diet plan... T.T


@_@ screwed...










and my daily dose of bifidus and lactobacilus...

and it taste gud too!!! ^^

i lurve it!!!

and it is healthy!!!

i think...

ice creme o ice creme....

i'll gotta pass this as well....

T.T

but sometimes, not eating good things are sinful as well u know....

how how how??

@_@

a boring day at home (entertainment)

well i am sitting at home, alone, and nothing to do...
so, i remembered that my mum told me to do some chores...

she says to arrange "that thing u sit on everyday" proprely and make sure it dosen't touch the wall...

and so, i did...

oh, you mean this? ---->

<---- not this?

i sit on this everyday werd....

<-----

but sofa oso everyday got sit la....

and mum also asked me to arrange the

things on the table and put it at the side...

and so i did... ---------->

mummy... like that arr?

i know, lame la, lame la..... >.<" jz shuddup....

but what the hell...

i did it right in d end!!!

^^

see i very clever....

(this post shows the dumbness of greg and how innocent he is)